Wednesday, April 6, 2011

i am trying

i am trying best i can.

but it is hard to work at an office full of stairs when you have a dead leg and mono.

i am more than tired. i am more than exhausted. i have spent months in bed with visiting nurses and attendants to clean me. i have spent weeks in the hospital on heart monitors watching day time television on a tiny tv. i have been sick before.

but this is hard.

this sunday is the ms walk. i have been doing it for years. this year i will be watching from the finish line with all the other handicapped people. and no one is walking for my disease. and there is no power in being left behind.

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