forever.

i have love and a job that i can do and enjoy too, and i have a fever and this sunny day and we found a place we want to live forever and we actually have the money to buy a house and to go on a winter honeymoon to somewhere far away like ireland or costa rica too. i am terribley lucky and unlucky too and i hope that my health allows me to have kids and i hope that my nights allow me to sleep soundly and i have found peace before i will have peace again kayaking with my beau to the little tiny island where we laid picnics and watched mothers sitting on their eggs and where he proposed with the most beautiful surprise ring last week - and where we will join our hands and names forever in two months more.