ohgoodgod this constant pain starts to grate on me. i wish i could just sit with a heating pad and some pain meds til it gets better but i have a job to go to and a house to clean and dinner to cook. what am i supposed to do. and it's getting worse not better and i am not going back to that hospital. it's the last thing i want to do.
i have grand plans. things like knitting my very own sweater. baking bread and some dessert food every sunday. pineapple upside down cake waiting at home for me (okay that part is already true i made it for superbowl sunday). summer days making homemade jam and pickled corn and maybe even a garden too.
so now, and in the meantime, i just have to keep pushing through.
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