so, i'm gonna live. am adjusting to the diet changes (mainly the lack of solid food in my gastroparesis "Diet"). living on less calories and less caffeine. most brutal because i am so hungry. but getting used to it and some things like carnation instant breakfast with almond milk are really not that bad.
we had a really relaxing amazing peaceful sunshine weekend on the cape. it was just what we needed. trivial pursuit and farms, beach walks and the sounds of birds in the reeds on the marsh. it was really just nice.
and the next year things are so temporary. we are trying to decide where we want to be... before we settle into the rest of our lives. three years of law school will keep me in one place. this next year i could be anywhere. so we talk about moving to jp. or maybe joe could quit his shitty job and we could live on the cape. spend our nights in the salt air. joe could do his marine biology. it could be amazing.
or maybe we will stay. who knows. it's hard to say. but right now we have the freedom to move around and make changes. and maybe peace of mind is the most important thing.
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